When you used to loss someone, you will never want to feel it again. So, you try your best to appreciate every single person that walks into your life. You treasure them so much. You put your sincerity in the friendship. Still, some people may wonder, " Did you must do it like that? ". The answer is simple. You hate when you have to loss someone.
Others will think like it may look so cliche. But, it is the truth. Every time you give a present, you give the most memorable gift with the hope they would not forget you. You are putting a lot of efforts for the present. You appreciate them.
Still...
There is a moment, someone whisper into your ear to stop doing all those stuff.
"You are wasting your time. You are wasting your energy."
"Do you think they will remember you? Hahaha."
You try your best to deny all those nonsense thought. Then, you realize that you are just a normal being. At some point, you feel so frustrated and useless doing all those stuffs. The frustration and annoying feeling get stronger if that person treats you not as you expected.
Only at that time, you know not everything will go as planned. It is not wrong to have a dream, a hope. But, do not put it too high. If you fall from too tall place, you will hurt yourself. Do not make yourself feel tired with no reason.
-biNgO-